This will all end in apologies and ink on the page

Thu, 26 May 2005 17:55:52 GMT

new journal add me!!

Cracker_Cracker

adddddddddddddddd it bitches

yeah

Mon, 09 May 2005 23:30:36 GMT

so i spent the day at tinas house taking retarded pics of our asses and shooting each other with water guns......as soon as i find the stupid cord i can upload them up on this computer since i finally found the digital camera.

i feel better about that "situation" er whatever shit happens u know and its up to me to say "fuckin whatever" and move on. i know im over it as when i think about it i only get a teeny bit annoyed rather than last week id be boiling mad. wich is a good thing. i may hang with him soon tho wich is something id really love however im just gonna be his freind id like to see how that feels.

im cool

Wed, 06 Apr 2005 16:34:35 GMT

yeah im cool and im also fucking bored

yeah

Mon, 28 Mar 2005 01:53:28 GMT

im crafty as fuck and i'll make something out of nothing, including you.

choices choices

Sun, 20 Mar 2005 16:27:52 GMT

this haircoloring is cool too..........wow just two weeks to decide

Sat, 19 Mar 2005 14:25:10 GMT

i have this new obsession with flower pins to put in my hair..........i have three already i shall get more and moreeeeeeeeee bwahahahaha

yup.......u guessed it im bored

me love this song

Sat, 19 Mar 2005 01:55:22 GMT

Lotion
i meant to come back to put out bliss
but the style is crumbling, covered canned
it was sick and no you dont even know how it comes
shifts then gets ruined by you fucking slobs

but it's classical anyways

i can't help it makes me so sick over and over
it sits stiff bound with no heart
fine cause this is where the seperation starts arising
i can see it coming over your cloud

and it's classical anyways
and how cool are you i remember

just a bad call, it's so funny how you think
im so serious but that's not it
the thing is i dont give enough to give a fuck
you're plain boring and you bore me asleep

but it's classical anyways
how cool are you i remember

and i feel sickened
and who the fuck are you anyway you suck
it's making sick sense
seeing how you're sticking out hardly and hoping money
please arise up off the fucking knees
and hop off the train for a second
and try to find your own fucking heart

um ok

Fri, 18 Mar 2005 02:39:10 GMT

ok so im thinking on getting this haircut........however mine will be a bit longer and will just be black with a coppery red underneath and stuff

Mon, 14 Mar 2005 23:49:09 GMT

FUCK YEAHHHHHHHHH..........

i got my sandals today in the mail now all i need are those teeny trendy ruffly skirts to go with them.

toadies

Mon, 14 Mar 2005 19:01:58 GMT

Make up ur mind

decide to walk with me

around the lake tonight

around the lake tonight.............

by my side

somein cool

Tue, 08 Mar 2005 02:08:30 GMT

todayyyyyyyyyyy

Sun, 06 Mar 2005 03:27:51 GMT

i feel alot better
i went shopping got some really cute stuff

my fav shirt that i have in purple......i bought the same one in blue
black van slipons with pink skulls
this uber cute button down shirt with ruffles from h&m and other collard shirt (i was fuckin pissed that they didnt have the jacket i wanted tho but ahhhhhh well cant have em all)
6 gauge pinchers.......my ears are currently on FIREEEEEE!!
pimpin catilac belt buckle and new stud belt for it.
plain shirts from old navy
new eyeshadow in pretty sparly blue and sparkly black and new mascara and eyelash curler
christinas birthday present........a black corderoy blazer its pretty bad ass i may get one for myself

i still get another check from taxes soon. i think im going to get two pairs of jeans or something

eh......

Sun, 27 Feb 2005 23:28:11 GMT

ok dreadlocks are seriously the nastiest and grossest things ever

.

Fri, 25 Feb 2005 17:41:48 GMT

"oh i feel i dont belong.....and im fallin faster"

ugh daves voice is so fuckin sexahhhhhhhhh

Fri, 25 Feb 2005 04:12:18 GMT

Neo0495: oh
Neo0495: that was retarted
Neo0495: lol
Neo0495: i feel like i lost brain cells
Neo0495: reading that lol
CuteButIKill: omg
CuteButIKill: im lol'ing
CuteButIKill: haha
Neo0495: hahaha
CuteButIKill: i think thats far more funnier than saying
CuteButIKill: lol
CuteButIKill: lol'ing
CuteButIKill: its the vege way of saying it
Neo0495: lol or brb'ing
CuteButIKill: rofl'ing
Neo0495: lol
CuteButIKill: and doug called me today and asked where i was i was like dude dont callme till monday
cause u call me every fuckin day and im tired part of breaking up is not talking everyday more u lost the "i can call u whever i want " pass
i think i hurt his feelings...................OH WELL
Neo0495: damn lol oops mean lol'ing

bwahaha mikes my funny partner

ugh still cant sleep

Wed, 23 Feb 2005 09:39:12 GMT

so i went on the esp website and decided to see how much a custom F series bass would be it would have skull inlays and a silver sparkle finish (oh god how i love that fuckin finish its so bad ass) turns out its only going to be $4,550.00

sigh*

sigh*

Wed, 23 Feb 2005 09:00:46 GMT

i cant sleep............

cluck cluck

Tue, 22 Feb 2005 07:59:55 GMT

i just saw a video on someones myspace account
its a long video on what they do in slaughter houses, even the places where they raise the animals for milk and eggs.

it desturbed me so much
it actually really broke my heart
and almost brang me to tears
im going to give being a vegetarian a try
starting today
because i figure that if i cant watch it
die........then i shouldnt eat it.

people are so fucking cruel
i dont know how anyone could ever work
in a place like that
slaming chickens on the floor
and pigs too like they dont have a fuckin soul
they have feelings too.

people are fucking monsters

so

Sun, 20 Feb 2005 20:38:52 GMT

so yeah the Al the guitarist is a fucking fag he stood me up
but its ok cause eddie lives only about 4 blocks away
and hes going to come and save the day
were gonna play and see if we mesh well
if so............into the studio on thursday fuck ya

i went to the mall yesterday
and h&m has these great jackets
its like a military style jacket with a buckle
super bad ass i shall get an olive green one
cause i think i have way to many black things

tina is here with her bf john in my living room
since my parents are gone to the bahamas today
for 7 stupid days

i miss being held
and kissed
and all that silly stuff ::sigh::
ah ill get over it
i think ill go into the living room and sit between them
just cause im that much of a fucking cock blocker

die all
and have a horrible miserable day bitches.

oh mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

Thu, 17 Feb 2005 22:49:56 GMT

i really really want a fondue pot........

yeah.....

Wed, 16 Feb 2005 17:32:20 GMT

NOW THIS IS A LOCAL BAND

they are the shit indeed. they are really from ct. but hey they arent signed and they are the shit i talk to the singer franky sometimes online hes so nice. this is a local band this band has everythign a good band should have. good vocals kick ass riffs and they are fucking tight live. plus they dont have big egos they are fucking awesome and nice. this is the only "local" band i respect or listen to.

http://www.myspace.com/emmure

i got my bass bitchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Sun, 13 Feb 2005 03:35:20 GMT

fuck ya finally after waiting a whole damn month i finally got it and i also got a new case and a kick ass strap that matches it perfectly

yeah that strap is soooooooo fuckin bad ass. and the bass is indeed sexy. now i just look like a fuckin instrument pimp. since i have my two electric guitars on the wall and my two basses on the stands on the floor fuck ya.......in two weeks im going to bring my bass back to sam ashe so that the bridge can be lowerd since i play at drop c tuning. and strap locks drilled in the sides as well as new string because the factory strings it came with sucks big time and they are far too thin.

i made that bow last night out of a piece of my poka dot head band then i glued it onto a hair clip. yeah im sooooooooo nifty lol

FUCK YEAH MOTHERFUCKERS

Mon, 17 Jan 2005 22:12:48 GMT

I GOT MY BASSSSSSS!!!!

i settled for the warwick even tho the esp f254 is sexy as hell..........i went to sam ashe and they didnt have the esp so i held the warwick and OMG it was so light like not holding anything it puts my shitty little ibanez to shame that piece of shit feels like im lugging around a big ass log compared to that sweet light warwick plus it sounds great.im gonna be honest the esp is way hotter but this warwick beats the sound and feel all the way ill love the looks later but right now i cant worry about how it looks i mean its not horrible its still an atractive lookin bass..................however still not sexy as the esp. I also got a cute pair of jeans they fit like dickies and they are very dark blue with light stripes hot and sexahhhhhhh. my mother put the down payment on it today and i shall i will have it in my hands in three weeks including a new sexyyyyyy silver sparkly levy strap WOWY and a nice hardshell case.

on that fuckin note my day still ended off with a fucked up bang because i had my rootcanal wich the stupid doctor couldnt even do cause i have "complicated canals" so i got the painful needle and some drilling done only to refill the hole up and i have to return in two weeks.

yeah

Sun, 16 Jan 2005 15:04:16 GMT

my new haircut is fuckin HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTT im definetly pleased with it indeed. i dont think ill have long hair again for a longgggggggg time

My mother said i look asian in this pic lol

my new haircut

Wed, 12 Jan 2005 12:12:47 GMT

This is the shortest ive ever had my hair cut EVER............i dont love it that much but i like that its a nice change. i think she cut the bangs too short but my hair grows really fast so i know in like a couple of weeks it will look totally cute.